Instruments
| D | Bm Bm9 | F#m | G Gsus2 |
Verse 1
| D | Bm Bm9 | Used to do it all so pure for the love of the song, no more| F#m | G Gsus2 | Now I think about an applause when I open my mouth| D | Bm Bm9 | I've abandoned my emotions, I've isolated myself| F#m | G Gsus2 | When I see my mother in pain, wish I could feel what she felt
Pre-Hook 1
| D A/C# | Bm | F#m | G | And I don't know what this all means What this all means It don't feel like me
Verse 2
| D | Bm Bm9 | And sometimes I get insecure, so I wear a dress on the town| F#m | G Gsus2 | Hope a man notices me I don't know, it makes me proud| D | Bm Bm9 | I get jealous and I see myself in my sister's eyes| F#m | G Gsus2 | At least she can have a good time, at least she can calm down
Pre-Hook 2
| D A/C# | Bm | F#m | G | And I don't know what this all means What this all means It don't feel like me| D A/C# | Bm | F#m | G F#m | And you won't give me the deal I wish I was real, I wish I was| Em | A | I think about it all the time
Hook 1
| D A/C# | Bm | Em | A | What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again| D A/C# | Bm | Em | A | N.C. | I hope it meant something I hope it meant something
Verse 3
| D | Bm | I've been losing all my friends, stepping up onto the ledge| F#m | G Gsus2 | Thinking I can be an angel, but keep falling instead| D | Bm | Find it hard to stay connected when I wanna feel protected| F#m | G F#m | So hold me, won't you? Just hold me 'cause
Pre-Hook 3
| Em | A | I think about it all the time
Last-Hook
| D A/C# | Bm | Em | A | What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again| D A/C# | Bm | Em | A | I hope it meant something I think about it all the time, no| D A/C# | Bm | Em | A | What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again| D A/C# | Bm | Em | Gm | N.C. | I hope it meant something I hope it meant something
Ending (Cool Down)
| D | Bm | I don't know the meaning of anything in this song| F#m | G | Just wanna feel special I just wanna feel
